I had a dream that I was moving with my mother. We had a very few things. In Canada I never felt poor. However even with all the abundance and low prices of things I feel poor maybe because I don't have the big spacious appartment that I was able to afford in Montreal. Or maybe because everyone seems so uptight, stressed and rude beyond words in ordinary day to day life here.
I love being with some people here but otherwise I wish I don't have to deal with the crowd and the noise. Generally speaking, there seems to be a total lack of consideration for others - even though Koreans are supposed to be the most polite people in the East.
Maybe it's because they (we - it's confusing sometimes) are so forced to be polite next our parents, bosses and teachers, we just completely let loose in other public places - I find myself being rude and I justify myself saying my consideration only calls for more abuses.
Just had a wonderful long conversation with my friend who shared "El Camino" in 2001. She was going through some breakthroughs in her life and it was interesting for me how similar my machinary is. I get into this "Rescue" mode. I am willing to give it up and let it go. It just isn't healthy for anyone - especially myself.
I shared about the mastery course with her and it was so great. In that moment I got it again and learned that I already forgot.
Just finished re-reading the Pilgrimmage by Paulo Cohelho. It reminded me of the adventures we had in Spain and brought me back to the miracles of each of our lives. How easily we forget.
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