Saturday, July 15, 2006

Dream and injury

During the conference about a week ago, I had this dream that someone brought a puppy to me. I was concerned that this was going to be very distracting running around and barking. But when the puppy was put on the floor, it just spread its 4 legs and would not move. I felt bad for it and picked it up but was very weak.

On my way home by bus from Ottawa, I stood up to retrieve something from the over-head compartment and I heard this loud click around one of my knees and I was forced to sit down. I was in shock and was not sure if my left knee would support my weight. I managed to get out and massaged my knee and was able to walk home with my back pack but it just wasn't feeling right.

I went to HSP center to do some long overdue excercise and Crystal gave healing on my knee. After about an hour I could feel that it's about 60% back to how it was before. I could not move my foot left and right without feeling eerie discomfort but now I could. I still have problem bending all the way.

But the information from the injury is like - someone just knocked my knee - like one of the gangsters to collect the money owed.

I spoke with aunt in Korea. She tells me that students are not allowed to give salute to Korean flag anymore. It felt like being knocked off my knee as well. She's having trouble with the carpenter again. She doesn't need things but she says she needs me. I'm mentally preparing for that eventuality.

But it was so nice to come home to loving friends and mom.

There seems to be a definite water change happening - my originating circle and the future conversation.

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