Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Am I dreaming?

I had a really good dream yesterday morning but I have to save it for 3 days to not jinx it. My aunt received the skirt/pillowcases/flanges I sent her. She says that "loud" thing about her skirt. Mom seems a bit confronted. I can understand that. She's worried I'll be all stressed out and take it out on her?

I'll have to finish my CV this weekend anyways. John -- my new angel is supporting me through this. I am surprised that he is so willing and thoughtful. Did something change in me? I suppose. Francois tells me that I'm like a sunshine these days.

I just need to trust myself as Christine says. And I do -- it's just sometimes I forget that I do.

Lord, I'm ready to receive your blessings in short order with lots of great opportunity coming to me with so many wonderful projects and financial opportunities. I know I'm meant to make a huge difference and I'm already doing so. I am for eradication of suffering and receiving unimaginable amount of joy and sharing them in bountiful way.

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